Tired of calm waters

I got some amazing news this past weekend that one of my dearest sisters, Chrissy, has an extra ticket to the NASA Shuttle Launch on April 19th. It's one of the last shuttle launches NASA will have and it's been pretty difficult to get tickets. Seeing a shuttle launch is something that is on my bucket list and I was very disappointed to find that it may never happen with how in demand the tickets are. It was such a surprise when Chrissy told me and I am so thankful. Not to mention unbelievably excited. There was certainly screaming and jumping up-and-down when I heard the news. Will surely post pictures and updates of the event...and cross it off my list, of course!

We've all been busy getting ready for the Seafood Festival that is scheduled for this weekend on Marco Island. It's such a busy time of the year for Dad, as this event might-as-well be his fourth child. As long as the weather is gorgeous, Dad is happy...which means we're all happy. So far, the forecast is looking like perfect weather for Saturday and Sunday.

So, I've been watching and reading and following all of Bethenny Frankel's shows, blogs, twitter-- whatever. I know, I sound crazy but there is something about her that I have been absolutely drawn to. Her determination; her honesty; how she holds people to such high standards and isn't afraid to work herself to death. I've found that the drive and determination of athletics can, in fact, be transferred to other areas of life. That a successful career is just as rewarding as athletics. Maybe even more so. I'm sure there are lives Bethenny has changed due to her products and what she believes in. I feel that her strong characteristic is that she isn't afraid. She isn't afraid to work until it's right. Fear in itself is a huge obstacle to overcome. So many people do not set out to accomplish certain aspirations because they are fearful-- the "what if's" take over and hinder the possibilities that have yet to be created.

The same as when I was an athlete, I am totally playing safe right now. I'm waiting to be told my next move; I'm waiting for someone to show me the way down that path they have already created. Forget that; I'm so bored! I'm done doing what has already been done. I'm done recreating what other people have already created themselves. No more filling in the blanks spots on the template-- I'm re-doing this template. This doesn't mean I will not take advice from others. In fact, I will such every word up like a sponge. I will keep what I like, and mentally put aside that which I don't care for. I will take my ideas and run with them. If I sink, so what, I tried. I'm stirring things up because I'm tired of calm waters. I want my feathers ruffled; I want to be stressed and busy and tired...and accomplished.

That is where I'm at, here and now, right at this moment.

With that, I am also planning to move out of my parents' house sometime soon. Possibly in with one of my sorority sisters who I adore! I'm forward for my independence back but for now, taking one day at a time.