Showing posts with label old flings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label old flings. Show all posts

7.12.2011

Ipod full of memories

It always makes me laugh when old "flings" - if that's what you'd like to call it - rear their ugly head only to stir up enough curiosity to drive you insane. And just like that, they're gone. I analyze everything and those kinds of unpredictable encounters is enough to send my stress levels off the chart. At the end of the day, it makes me smile & even laugh & often wonder, if somewhere down the road, maybe... just maybe...

Over the past few days, I have recognized a few favorite things that I have taken for granted my entire life:
  • raised on the water and on a boat, the feeling of salt in my hair and sun on my skin-- I'm convinced,  is good for my soul.
  • mine and my brother's rekindled relationship. cMn leaving for college was more difficult than I could have ever imagined. it's wonderful watching him grow into an amazing gentleman but difficult to swallow that he's not my baby anymore.
  • home is not a place but a state of mind. how non-blood relatives have become just as important to me as my 'big, fat Italian family" I left behind in New Jersey.
  • To stop analyzing 'where I belong' and just go with the tides. in the end, I'll end up where I'm supposed to.
  • play that old iPod on shuffle every now-and-then. amazing the memories and emotions those old songs you forgot about, can stir up. a comforting feeling.
To more of summer and the newest and most random bucket list my roommate and I wrote up last night. Hopefully some pictures to come soon!